I don't know what were you thinking but did you really think I would be that stupid?

I have my ways to find out the truth and I know you've been lieing to me.
And just so you know that's the sickest lie anyone has ever told me.
I've been crying my eyes out, I've never been this worried.
I haven't eat, I haven't sleep.
And all this time you've been..what? Partying?
Well I hope you have had a great time,
'cause I can tell you that these past few weeks have been the worst in my life.
But yeah what does it matter.. I mean I could as well be dead and you probably wouldn't care at all. Maybe you'd be even happy. So yeah..

It probably never meant anything to you.
But it meant a world to me.. you meant a world to me.
and that's why it hurts so badly. It hurts cause I really believed you. Every word you said.
Hah well no wonder why you think I'm stupid and easy to fool...I guess I am.
And the saddest thing is I still care and every part of my body wants to believe you even I know I shouldn't.

I don't think there's anything I can say or do anymore.
So I guess it's time to let go even if it breaks my heart.
So have a great life.. and thanks for all of this.